i guess it's gonna have to hurt,
i guess i'm gonna have to cry,
and let go of some things i've loved,
to get to the other side,
i guess it's gonna break me down,
like falling when you try to fly,
it's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
starts with goodbyeschool today was tough,despite the fact that i only had 3 periods.putting on a show for everybody to see wasn't easy.thanks ruthu,for making my day happier by just being yourself and making me laugh.thanks sophie,for just being there when i needed you.thanks chris and bengah,for just making me laugh and not asking anything.thanks mug,for always being available for me to lean on.
retail therapying with lump made a whole lot of difference.it made me recall times when we used to do this after school,the times when we were younger and didn't have a care in the world.when we would just run down orchard road in those yellow and green uniforms screaming at each other and laughing our lungs out after that.the sleeping in the bus and the hiding of purchases after that in our bags.thanks dear.you really made my day. :D hugs.i hope things work out for you.see you on sunday dearie.
while i was with lump,we walked past this guy who was bending down in front of a fridge to get beer out.and though i know it wasn't possible that you'd be there,his back view looked so much like you,i just wanted to know whether it was you.and when we were walking in far east,everything i saw reminded me of you.the hairdressing shop,the paper people,everything.when i walked home today,i didn't see a star in the sky,despite how hard i searched,how small i squinted my eyes.and i realised that there'll never be another night similar to the one in the park.
and i realized that i repeated the same mistake i did before,by not cherishing what i had right in front of me.
i'm stuck in a place which seems uncomfortably familiar.i need to get out of this.
escape.
lumps.i need a hug. :(
